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Propitiation

by Connor Leary

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Prelude 01:43
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the city lights light one at a time, for each owner that you've never met I ride the highway to your driveway and ask is this place large enough yet I wish that it was time to leave but I love the feeling anyway the reason it was so nice yesterday was so that it could just rain today you love it and leave it or live it and breath it all the same in the end, you're alive, you survived the catcallers call her and they're taken aback as she turns round to them and calls them back all they can do is just sit and stare because they didn't know where to go from there the bullet was shot from the killer's gun as you grabbed me and said "hey we'd better run" looking back I thought I we were fine till it went through your head and right into mine you love it and leave it or live it and breath it all the same in the end, you're alive, you survived (instrumental break) you love it and leave it or live it and breath it all the same in the end, you're alive, you survived you love it and leave it or live it and breath it all the same in the end, you're alive, you survived
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just let me stay a little longer, gimmie just a little time, I don't want to leave just yet I had a dream about you last night, I looked it up online, but I don't believe what's on the net I wanna make you smile, just for a while there's a time to give and a time to take, there's the hearts that you make and the hearts that you break I don't think this could work out, but I'd love it if it did. You're not so easily impressed there's a streak in me that's jealous, and I keep it under wraps, but it's making me so stressed I wanna make you smile, just for a while there's a time to give and a time to take, there's the hearts that you make and the hearts that you break I wanna take it slow, just so you know I don't want to play the game, but I'll love you just the same I wanna make you smile, just for a while there's a time to give and a time to take, there's the hearts that you make and the hearts that you break just let me stay a little longer, I don't want to leave just yet. I don't want to leave just yet.
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I think it's time we left yesterday for yesterday you and I could drift apart in a thousand different little ways I'm less than you were then but I'm more than you have now a little bit goes a long long way when you're feeling like you don't know how a lover's touch led him to waste and experience the aftertaste what's with all the stupid pride about how you feel so dead inside? a christ like figure in middle age, and a student who works for minimum wage he beats his chains against his cage as the christ like figure takes to the stage
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talking about wondering why you cancel the plans things always fall through with you oooo it makes me laugh, it makes me cry, I really tried this time make up today some other way when I make new plans and then they will fall through too not like I cared okay I cared I'd like to go tell me again when you're free oooo it makes me laugh, it makes me cry, I really tried this time
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the airplane on the skyline creates a sonic boom as jetstream marks the memory of where the clouds were making room I'm not your pastime. I'm alive it's not like last time does the art inspire life or the life inspire the art can you seperate the feeling from your feelings at the start gaining quite the fame in our secret agent game. she's got the range but I've got the strange I'm not surprised. That much I can surmise next time would you miss when things they go amiss does time inspire the changes or change inspire the life and then time starts feeling strange, as you cut through like a knife she says if you don't know what I'm saying then it's okay to relax because there's just too many questions and she doesn't know the facts tell me what kind of message does it sends when strangers begin where empathy ends? can you make it slower? actually, let's make it louder I'm not resisting, the feeling shouldn't make me wait back up, could you say it again? I think I didn't hear you are the things you're saying what you're saying or are they thing you actully do? I'm breaking down, my body's breaking up look at this town, then drink it from a cup it's happening again, all over making what you didn't want to make what you wanted again again haven't making simple taking without what you're never faking the people out there are monsters, they'll eat you up alive board up all your windows, and lock yourself inside things have gone awry I'm afraid that I might cry tears are running dry, I'm afraid that I might die
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Cut me up, and bring me down. I'm not as much alive as I was found I wish that I could see you now, I love you but I don't know how I wish I could love you like I love you it's over now, I want to go home it's over now, I want to go home
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wake up in the morning, try to go back to bed the sun is shining in the sky there's a pain inside my head screaming at the sunshine at the break of day you could be a lifeline if you make it go away the kitchen sink is sinking, in dirty food scrap broth I'd wipe it up with something, but I'm washing all my cloth never find the time to make my kitchen shine everything is fine everything is fine! she's gonna break your heart! (she's gonna break your heart!) she's gonna break your heart! (she's gonna break your heart!) like she broke mine clear up all my pictures, I lied I saved a few I'll probably never look at them, but what can you do? throw out all those memories take them out again find another hobby or just smoke away the pain gonna cut my hair, I think I got it right nevermind I hate it, I'll cut it again tonight maybe I should shave it I'd have to let that sit everything is fine everything is fine! she's gonna break your heart! (she's gonna break your heart!) she's gonna break your heart! (she's gonna break your heart!) like she broke mine
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the summer's light, my sleeve's a heart a song to sing to you the time has passed to say again that I want to see you too ask me if I'd put your name in a song so some other guys might sing it even if the name's wrong a crowded place I hate to go I know you hate it to the magic of the things you say is when you mean to see them through ask me if I'd put your name in a song so some other guys might sing it even if the name's wrong
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when I hold you in my arms, I feel better about this life when I think about you later the pain of missing you's like a knife when I think about the feelings that you give to me I know you're everybody's special someone, waiting to discover when you tell it like it is you tell me what I need to know when I worry about the future you tell me why I shouldn't be so when I think about the loving that you show to me I feel ashamed to be in love with you and act the way I do oh you make the way for everyone around you to love and to be loved make them feel better don't trade away the love you hold inside for the things that make you bitter and begin to feel alive when you asking me who loves you I tell you everyone you know but you say you don't believe me 'cause they don't let their feelings show when I think about the truth of what they say to you I know you're everybody's everything every single time talk to me on the phone tell me I'm not alone everything so bad you done is something everybody's done the feeling doesn't make you, without the smoking gun oh you make the way for everyone around you to love and to be loved make them feel better don't trade away the love you hold inside for the things that make you bitter and begin to feel alive
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Pin Drop 05:34
there's a coin I keep around, cause I like the way it sound when it drops onto the ground and spins around and around there's a pin drop in the night, you can hear it around for miles and when I look into your eyes, I'd like to stay there, for a while and tell you I like the way you smile and tell you I want to see you more just tell me what to do, 'cause I'd love to know if you think about me too, just tell me so the closer that you come, the faster my head spins my heart's flying around, the chest it's beating in and if the feeling's feeling right, we could kiss beneath the stars you could stay here for the night, and we could sleep inside my car and tell you I like the way you smile and tell you I want to see you more just tell me what to do, 'cause I'd love to know if you think about me too, just tell me so
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when you're tired of living I'll be waiting there smiles suit up and slide away across your empty stare how can you love you? if you don't want to care Never tried to ask 'cause you always hesitate it's less about the things you think and more the times you wait what's gonna stop you from feeling so unsure? tell her it'll be alright worry about the future tell her it'll be alright worry about the future (baby) tell her it'll be alright worry about the future tell her it'll be alright worry about the future (baby) when you're so afraid of all the things you avoid waking up takes faking luck and makes you paranoid what makes it difficult is everything you are have you ever wondered where you'd have to hide from the people who would try to steal what makes you feel alive from the people who are tired and makes the great divide
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Outgrow Me 04:18
when you're smilin' in the sun and the weekend's just begun it's the last thing you'll remember before the weekend's done if it makes you feel better we're listening to your voice it makes us feel alive 'cause innocence is a choice they only outgrow me yeah I'm alive, what's it to you? I guess I want a little more, as people sometimes do.
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A propitiation, in religious terms, is an offering to a god intended to prevent the calamity of the god's wrath. I'm not a religious person. This isn't a religious album. This album is simply my offering, an offering to be sent out into the universe and consumed by it. With this, I can hopefully stave off calamity for a little while longer.

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released July 24, 2016

Written and recorded by Connor Leary
Thanks to Ellie Tison for the cover art.

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Connor Leary Toronto, Ontario

Connor Leary is a 20something guy living in Toronto, Ontario. He may or may not be employed, but I bet he'd rather not be. He makes all kinds of music, and some of it ends up poppy. That's what goes here.

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