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This is Living in the New Human Experiment

by Connor Leary

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I want to live the life I love I want to love the life I live I want to hold my baby close and love the most the love she gives so let's vacation to paradise again I want to cry, with happines when suddenly it's love again I wish I we were younger and wasted our time and we could feel this feeling then but looking back, I think it's better this way (chorus) if it looks too good for you maybe it's not even true sometimes you feel the feeling's alive sometimes it's just nostalgia's lie memories longing to stay you're becoming more born everyday (verse) I wish I could see, all I promise to see and keep the feeling, close to me I wish I could live with you, inside of this house and watch the world become something else and plan our trip to paradise again
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we look so fine you look better when you be mine then I forget her a breeze rolls in from afar some music plays from the car something pulls me away I'm bathing my soul in this beautiful day I see you smile take off your sweater holds me close I'm feeling better the sunset dips for a while the buildings are drenched in a style of red and golden sunset shade it sends its goodbyes then the light starts to fade (chorus) blue skies, and I'm lookin' at you you whisper my name, and I whisper yours too I'm thinkin' tonight, that the sunset might cast a romantic light on the city at last (verse) and when it gets cold we stay home and waste some time on our own let's be together alone let's go for a walk in the sun and window shop because we're broke it's not essential but money is fun the schools are out don't want to study or think about going to work another weekend with you escape life into your arms for now it's just something we do 'cause I'm loving you and you're loving me too
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last nigtht alight with headlights advertisements neon signs in the city the square is lit up like the sun streetlights shining lighting everyone and when I'm standing here, lonliness isn't all that anyway, alive in the sensation and when I'm there with you, home is just an idea that we have made to break the intersections empty cross it through right in the center and look around sleepy towns don't make a sound footsteps echo in what ears they found and when I'm standing here, lonliness isn't all that anyway, alive in the sensation and when I'm there with you, home is just an idea that we have made to break
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april showers rain down again each time this year a ticking clock time to go outside my umbrella I take with me to stop the way the feelings I got wash right outta me springtime, I find calms me down it's raining it's pouring you right outta me! sometimes smells, will make you feel like you were young that's how you know you're not young anymore and the wheel, that drives your life starts up again and moves you on to things you got to do springtime, I find calms me down it's raining it's pouring you right outta me! and when it's warm we'd be summer lovin' again like a branded style that comes once a year let's pack up and disapear springtime, I find calms me down it's raining it's pouring you right outta me! springtime, I find calms me down it's raining it's pouring you right outta me!
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I can't can't stop thinking about your face thinkin' about the taste of your embrace I can't stop going about my day it's the only way to get me through these lonely nights... and the weekend never ends wonderin' why you said those things again lonely nights... and the summer fades away wonderin' who fell in love with you today I can't can't stop thinking about our love always thinking of, of the end I can't start messing around again I want you back, my friend, and end these lonely nights... and the weekend never ends wonderin' why you said those things again lonely nights... and the summer fades away wonderin' who fell in love with you today
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The Test 01:24
(spoken) Human beings are inherently real; our instinct demands adaptation which in turn causes us to become unatural. The confusion becomes routine and the child slowly becomes more and more born. In this way, even in our own pretenses, we are real. We live and breath under own own microscope, studying ourselves in our own pretri dish, growing as one and as one another. As we become ourselves more and more, we possess the people we were, and study who they are. Finally our past selves die, our futures become the past, and we become closer to both birth and death than we were before. Upon death we become fully born and reach a stopping point. But the test continues on because this is living in the new human experiment.
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why did I love again? didn't need you much before I need you now where was I going to? when we argue we get blinders, lose the way and I'm thinking about believing for a while that my faith in you was draining all away and I'm thinking of you and feeling so alone and I read the note you left, and learn to love again we're both so stubberon been alone so long I know we're both afraid why can't we compromise? I'm as much at fault as you are in the end and I'm thinking about believing for a while that my faith in me was draining all away and I'm thinking of you and feeling so alone and I read the note you left, and learn to love again
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when I woke up that day, I wanted to cry 'cause the nights that I had were bleeding me dry but then I saw you standing there inside your door I just don't care about, these things anymore please please please please please please please please please never leave me please please please please please please please please please never leave me when I'm sitting alone, I wish you were here 'cause my heart is a mess, and you make it feel clear but you sit and tell that you love and you'll be the light above me tell me so, so I know when I'm sitting alone, I wish you were here 'cause my heart is a mess, and you make it feel clear please please please please please please please please please never leave me please please please please please please please please please never leave me please please never leave me (repeart as the outro)
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sitting alone in my favourite tune hoping to see you again sometime soon it's six forty five on a saturday evening, july wondering what I'll be doing about the heat of the night and the girl I'm without, and luxorious sliences night after night in july The tv I'm watching it drenches my room in satalite glow from a children's cartoon maybe instead I could go catch a movie with you seems like a lifetime has gone since I sat down at my table to write you a song about feeling lonely so maybe you'll tell me I'm wrong 12 o'clock on a saturday night 12 o'clock on a saturday night 12 o'clock on a saturday night 12 o'clock on a saturday night (ooooo shut up kiss me) (ooooo I know you miss me) if you were here with me then you too could be a member of my quiet night's company just me and the hum of a fan and the tick of a clock the lady beside me is renting a space she smokes like a chimney and stinks up my place so I marinate here in my smokey apartment, july the depth of the evening, the tick of my clock get closer to midnight with each passing thought of what I should do with this saturday evening, july when thoughts of your body get too much to bear I wish you were with me, my hands in your hair and watch as the dawn brings tomorrow alight in july 12 o'clock on a saturday night 12 o'clock on a saturday night 12 o'clock on a saturday night 12 o'clock on a saturday night (ooooo shut up kiss me) (ooooo I know you miss me)
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Interlude 00:37
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let's just pretend I'm alive again working all night takes the days away could you come with me to get me back my brain? morning comes and the coffee's on the cigarette taste gets washed away take my weekend off and spend it all with you it's summer and it's fine my problems are way down the line I love the sun and the sun loves me it's rays become my family when I look outside I feel the feeling grow and the the feeling it sets my soul aglow 'cause for once in my life I think it's gonna be alright breath in the air and smell the springtime blow warm days melt all the snow away take a walk in the park and watch the tree leaves bloom cafe smells feed a caffine buzz people working there they look so good everyone there is much more cool than me it's summer and it's fine my problems are way down the line I love the sun and the sun loves me it's rays become my family when I look outside I feel the feeling grow and the the feeling it sets my soul aglow 'cause for once in my life I think it's gonna be alright
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For a Day 05:28
Heaven is a place, that eggs me on ahead on a lonely trail, you live or else you die. Thinkin' of a dream, domestic as it seems, a simple life, a loving wife and comfort To be in love for a day and go to work for a day and feel just right for a day and have no plans for a day I wouldn't dream of a day 'cause it wont come anyway I live my life for today I do just fine anyway Tide is coming in, it's washing me away I can fight it but it takes me if it tries. Sunny day today, jealous as I am it shines on me and everyone anyway To be in love for a day and go to work for a day and feel just right for a day and have no plans for a day I wouldn't dream of a day 'cause it wont come anyway I live my life for today I do just fine anyway Curtains rustle gently on my bed wake up just in time for a beautiful day coffee tastes just right, the sun breaks through the night a dream, a dream it fades away.
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somewhere beyond the curtains we could wear the feelings down and wear them proud and see they're allowed somewhere there's a child and they're dressed up as a ghost sometime around the end of the play you call a life the end will come but there's time and then some sometimes there's a man and sometimes it's just a ghost come see, come see the water as it drains away from here reflections fade, mistakes get made be pure, as you were as you walk with your ghost come feel a little better about the new and the old the ailment fades away but the symptoms still stay let go of the solution come find a resolution

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Basically I'm trying to continue my adventures with the wall of sound by adding new sonic textures, and constantly trying to improve my core songwriting skills. I've embraced a bit of cheese on this one, as well as a more artificial sound. I hope it doesn't sound like I'm jumping on the synthpop fad. I kind of am, but ideally it sounds different enough.

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released July 10, 2017

Written, Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Connor Leary. (That's why the mastering is shoddy)

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Connor Leary Toronto, Ontario

Connor Leary is a 20something guy living in Toronto, Ontario. He may or may not be employed, but I bet he'd rather not be. He makes all kinds of music, and some of it ends up poppy. That's what goes here.

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