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The Death of Quicksand Man

by Connor Leary

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The quick sand man (the quicksand man) dwells on things that don't last (the quicksand man) and now he can't move on (the quicksand man) now he's sinking into the past (the quicksand man) and so the pattern goes (the quicksand man) matching shoes and matching tie (the quicksand man) the very same (the quicksand man) he'll be wearing when he dies (the quicksand man) oh, oh no he never will forget the things he should have done and the things he still regrets the quicksand man (the quicksand man) he remembered everyone (the quicksand man) from the minute he was born (the quicksand man) till the day his death was done (the quicksand man) and those people that he knew (the quicksand man) he'd forgotten all their names (the quicksand man) but he sure did worry (the quicksand man) that they still knew his (the quicksand man) oh, oh no he never will forget the things he should have done and the things he still regrets
2.
all my friends have gone to china and baby without you, you know I'd try to a place that's good and far as anywhere we all try to love and be loved but when things go wrong it's not enough to sit around and watch it all go down china, china, just gimmie an excuse to fly down there next week and become somebody new everybody's getting tongue tied in saying what they want to say instead they'd rather up and fly away when did life become a movie? and when did I mine stuck on pause? and everybody's turned off their tvs china, china, just gimmie an excuse to fly down there next week and become somebody new
3.
My Own 03:31
the feeling stays for a moment a girl that you once knew love burns away but the fire stays and the flame it surrounds you when all the lights go down and all the clothes come off everyone loves everyone and they make sure that it's known and it's okay to worry that you'll always be alone love me love me, kiss me kiss me, don't leave me alone and when I wake up in the morning, I'll know that you're my own when all the guns are shot and the messengers are dead the chase goes on but the ammo's gone and the culprit gets away that's why the good guys never win that's why the bad guys never die that's why the clown's gotta cry that's why your life will pass you buy love me love me, kiss me kiss me, don't leave me alone and when I wake up in the morning, I'll know that you're my own
4.
the was a dark sky over the canyon where everyone came to gather to look up at the cloudburst and the things that didn't matter when the ground began to shatter nobody noticed it resolutely were their eyes so transfixed upon the sky and observing all life's changes like droplets in the rain while they were drowning in their canyon flooding out beneath them and soaking up the water into their heart and souls as the weight of what was past became to heavy and too vast as you stare into oblivion (the more it becomes you) nothing looks the way its been (again and again) so don't try to to change the future into what the past might have been and the wind keeps on howling (blow away this misery) as the howling keeps on fowling (and wash my soul clean) and now and then you start to hear the cries of the howl that lays the canyon bare and in the wake of Armageddon the recession of the water was a tide to bring us freedom from illusions of the past and some of us were frightened clinging to what we knew to drag along the old world into what was born anew as you stare into oblivion (the more it becomes you) nothing looks the way its been (again and again) so don't try to to change the future into what the past might have been and the wind keeps on howling (blow away this misery) as the howling keeps on fowling (and wash my soul clean) and now and then you start to hear the cries of the howl that lays the canyon bare
5.
There are things about this world that you wont ever know and there is something about this time in my life that makes me feel them so all the things I wish I'd said and what I wish I'd done keep chasing ever faster no matter where I run and you will break your heart and justify it to yourself and you will wonder all about the things you went without some people spend a lifetime searching for the past and still more of us out there live in what doesn't last and if you never want it to change then you wont change like people change and you will break your heart and justify it to yourself and you will wonder all about the things you went without
6.
Overflow 02:57
I could talk to you all day sometimes and wish the world away other days we fight and you stay silent but as I know you more and more there's a goodness at your core that people sometimes seem to leave behind the ability to love something completely to give yourself away so helplessly it's a purity you find inside the depths of your soul a love that makes me feel like I am whole and a heart can only feel so much I sometimes feel about to overflow and there's so much more, I wish that I could say to you to be the man I wish that you could know in a better world this thing would make you strong but everything around you seems to tell you that you're wrong but the force inside that draws me to the force inside of you makes me selfishly so glad you feel it too the thing you try to push away so often the feelings that you feel need be controlled a love that shines so honestly for what it is you need that comes about and never ever leaves and a heart can only feel so much I sometimes feel about to overflow and there's so much more, I wish that I could say to you to be the man I wish that you could know
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I gotta get back to the woman who love me and I'll make her love me again and again the tears she been crying have already happened so all I can hope for is making her smile oooo the woman who loves me oooo the woman who loves me yesterday went by too fast tomorrow's not soon enough no matter how soon I try to make myself happy something always comes and tries to distract me if I'm careful enough I'll be something I'm not so I gotta get back to the woman who loves me oooo the woman who loves me oooo the woman who loves me yesterday went by too fast tomorrow's not soon enough oooo the woman who loves me oooo the woman who loves me yesterday went by too fast tomorrow's not soon enough
9.
snapshot, left in time the past becomes a memory nostalgia builds its family tree captain, turn me on a vessel that she'd have to drag sail around my body bag oooo I coulda been the lonely one oooo I coulda been the lonely one oooo I coulda been the lonely one oooo I coulda been the lonely one simple, words at first draw me into what you say then take my heart and run away the signs all point to nowhere directions lead around to somewhere that I'd like to be again and again, this place is me oooo I coulda been the lonely one oooo I coulda been the lonely one oooo I coulda been the lonely one oooo I coulda been the lonely one make me wait around (make my) problems become trival I'll kiss your lips when I see them around around your hips now here we go oooo I coulda been the lonely one oooo I coulda been the lonely one oooo I coulda been the lonely one oooo I coulda been the lonely one
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I'm gonna get a good job in the city I'm gonna buy a big screen tv I'm gonna make a lot of friends and forget their names 'cause they don't mean much to me I'm gonna make you call me baby I'm gonna fuck you everyday and then I'll meet another girl and I'll give her a whirl until you catch me running away and if the money don't make you feel good then the drugs will do just fine if I'm gonna do what the winners do and put myself ahead of you I'm gonna steal a hundred million and buy some properties and then I'll rent them out to those without the wealth I got for me and no one will ever love me in the way I love myself and I'll never love another in the way that I love myself and if the money don't make you feel good then the drugs will do just fine if I'm gonna do what the winners do and put myself ahead of you and then I'll donate a bunch to charity and I'll get a few tax breaks and change the world as I see fit with decisions that I make and if the money don't make you feel good then the drugs will do just fine if I'm gonna do what the winners do and put myself ahead of you if I'm gonna do what the winners do and put myself ahead of you yeah I'm gonna do what the winners do and put myself ahead of you
12.
I can't say the things that I want to say to you and I can't give you anything that I wanted to from you I'm always taking and now my heart is breaking and I'm feeling much older now I'm no longer acting the way you deserve me to act I'm worried I'll lose you if I can't get my old self back I'm drowning in nostalgia of things I didn't do and I hardly talk to you I'm afraid of losing you I'm afraid that I will do something to destroy this love that we enjoy I'm worried you'll think that I'm simply just holding you back you'll find someone new with the courage you feel that I lack I worry that we'll break up and never ever make up and I'll be alone again I'm guilty of taking from everyone what I can take I fill myself up with the kindness of people I love and someday they might realize the man I really am and then I'll just start anew
13.
The quick sand man (the quicksand man) dwells on things that don't last (the quicksand man) and now he can't move on (the quicksand man) now he's sinking into the past (the quicksand man) and so the pattern goes (the quicksand man) matching shoes and matching tie (the quicksand man) the very same (the quicksand man) he'll be wearing when he dies (the quicksand man) man, oh man he never will forget the things he should have done and the things he still regrets the quicksand man (the quicksand man) he remembered everyone (the quicksand man) from the minute he was born (the quicksand man) till the day his death was done (the quicksand man) and those people that he knew (the quicksand man) he'd forgotten all their names (the quicksand man) but he sure did worry (the quicksand man) that they still knew his (the quicksand man) man, oh man he never will forget the things he should have done and the things he still regrets
14.
I wanna die in my sleep I wanna die in peace 'cause that way I'll go embracing it's release I wanna wake up dead or have my death befall decisions you don't make are the easiest of all you never make peace with the world, the world makes peace with you you never get to finish life you just gotta make it through when god was good he gave everybody cause he said that everybody should obey one simple law, he said: you gotta do good you gotta figure out what that means and wait a couple thousand years to see if you were right you'll never take a piece out of the world the world takes a piece out of you you'll never get to finish life you just gotta make it through

about

Sometimes I feel like I'm accumulating too much of myself. Like my memories and nostalgia keep building and building. Like they will eventually overtake me. They will no longer be a part of me - I will become a part of them. Sinking into my past, like man into quicksand.

With this album I hope to at least work through these feelings a little bit.

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released June 19, 2020

Produced, performed, mixed and mastered by Connor Leary
Thank you VERY much to Ellie Tison for the cover illustrations

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Connor Leary Toronto, Ontario

Connor Leary is a 20something guy living in Toronto, Ontario. He may or may not be employed, but I bet he'd rather not be. He makes all kinds of music, and some of it ends up poppy. That's what goes here.

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